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opendirectories · 2 months ago
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hey! i hope it’s not a secret or something you don’t wanna share but where do you find all these photos?? since they’re not the typical aesthetic pinterest finds but actually feel like real life
either way i love your account!! it brings back memories of growing up in the 2000s
There's no great secret to finding the images, it's just a simple google trick that will search for websites that have open directories that anyone can browse.
This link (which tumblr won't let me hotlink) is a good starting point: https://www.google.com/search?q=-inurl:(htm|html|php) intitle:”index of” +”last modified” +”parent directory” +description +size +(jpg|gif)
From there i tweak and add more specific terms to get different results. A really good google "hack" i recently discovered is including before:{year} in the search terms to only get results prior to that year. This filters out loads of more recent rubbish that generally isn't very interesting. It's also really useful for more general googling and can help strip out SEO & AI nonsense that has pretty much ruined google as a search engine.
I don't share the actual source directories, partly because i don't really keep track of them once they've been plundered, and also because sometimes you find personal information that shouldn't really be for public consumption.
Hope this helps!
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u3pxx · 6 months ago
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ORDER HERE! 💥💥💥
i have a bunch of leftover stickers from my uni's art mart so i'm planning on selling the rest to anyone who might like to get one! (PH ONLY OKAY! INTERNATIONAL PEEPS DON'T WORRY I'LL GET TO YA SOON!!!!)
once your order has been confirmed, i'll e-mail you an invoice for the total price of your order (shipping fees included). i'm using j&t express to deliver these out; if you're based in luzon, shipping costs are around PHP 62, and for visayas and mindanao, it's around PHP 92.
stickers are 2 inches tall unless specified otherwise; if a sticker has run out of stock by the time you've ordered it, i'll be sure to e-mail you to let you know!
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and now pictures where i'm holding these to help you get at least a sense of scale wheezes
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posttexasstressdisorder · 3 months ago
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https://www.sfgate.com/politics/article/hey-democrats-wake-up-20219559.php
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The sky is falling. The United States federal government is being illegally dissolved before your very eyes. The workers you rely on to ensure that you don’t eat ground beef tainted with paint chips are being laid off en masse. Immigration and Customs Enforcement raided your office last week and asked for your papers, even though you were born in Fremont. A fire tornado is due to touch down in your backyard next Tuesday. Your parents are terrified to board an airplane. Your gay nephew is terrified to go to school. Your 401(k) is in the toilet. MEASLES. Measles have returned and want to eat your baby. Every day you look at the news, and you’re told that the president would like to bring back cockfighting. You and I need reassurance. You and I need to know that someone out there is trying to put an end to all this madness. Instead, we get this.
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I hate you, Democrats. I hate you so, so much. Yes, I hate Trump and Elon and all of the s—t-for-brains voters out there who were like DURRR THESE FELLAS ARE JUST WHAT WE NEED TO CLEAN UP WASHINGTON DURRR. But I reserve a special place in my black heart for you, Democrats. You are the representational equivalent of being put on hold by customer service. All you do is let me down. It’s like being a Browns fan if every time the Browns lost, a Tesla ran over my dog. You guys make voting feel pointless.
Starting with you, Joe Biden. You still alive, old man? Well, you could’ve fooled me. Great job staying in the 2024 race juuuuust long enough to torpedo your party’s chances, and then pissing off to Cape Henlopen solely because George Clooney asked you to. Were you a good president? I have no idea, because you were too busy huffing oxygen from your bedside tank to sell your agenda to the American people. Maybe you could have gotten everyone on your side by crafting a really clever sign to hold up.
And who’s this? Why, it’s former Vice President Kamala Harris, who got voters excited for exactly one month before huddling with her advisers and deciding to campaign as a Republican, WITH Republicans. And what other brilliant tactician could tap one of the most beloved governors in America as her running mate and then Tim Kaine-ify him by 75%? Hey Kamala, maybe in your free time you can pursue a life sentence for a homeless man who stole a box of Chiclets from a local CVS. I legit thought you would win in November! Why did I think that? Someone should brain me on the head with a baseball bat.
Speaking of head injuries … John Fetterman! I’m a fellow brain injury survivor alongside John. So when this man suffered a stroke during his Senate race against Dr. Oz, I was like, “Do NOT discriminate against this man just because he had a brain injury.” Little did I know that Fetterman’s blood clot would turn him into the second coming of Joe Manchin. I just got rid of Joe Manchin, and now I have to deal with a taller, weirder one? 
These are just some of the people I was foolishly hoping would put a stop to the meme-ocracy that’s currently eating the world. Democrats keep responding to our cries for help with, “Get out and vote!” Who am I even voting for? Is it you? Is it some asshole company on your donor roll? Is it shrink-wrapped skull James Carville, whose electoral acumen has aged even worse than he has? I’ve gotten more results voting on a new flavor of Lay’s potato chip. 
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U.S. President Donald Trump shakes hands with California Gov. Gavin Newsom upon arrival in Los Angeles on Jan. 24, 2025, to visit the region devastated by the Palisades and Eaton fires.MANDEL NGAN/AFP via Getty Images
Now that I think about it, how did a state that offers so much sunshine and terrific produce end up with a whole armadaof s—t Democrats, including Adam Schiff, Nancy “once we all die in a rejuvenated smallpox epidemic, the House will be ours again!” Pelosi and Alex Padilla, who thought that a sternly worded letter to a Trump mole would end the administration’s desecration of our national parks. And don’t forget about Dianne Feinstein! Yes, I know that Feinstein is dead. No, that doesn’t excuse her. Stupid, dead Feinstein. I bet she’s lecturing children in hell because they dared to ask for a table fan.
And if you think that my party has more to offer on the opposite coast, may I introduce you to New York Democrats? Oh look, it’s Little Mister Punching Bag, Chuck Schumer! A Palestinian American resident of this man’s state was just kidnapped by ICE and remanded to Kafka State Prison down south without cause, and Chuck’s first instinct was to essentially say, “Now we all know this young man is brown, which means he hates the Jews.” Totally. Way to see the REAL story going on here, you empty tin of pomade. And somehow Chuck has even greater moral fortitude than Eric Adams, who probably couldn’t commit murder without accidentally leaving his Turkish passport in the victim’s hand. 
I can’t believe how useless most of these Democrats have proven in the fight to preserve something, anything, functional in this backwater of a country. Oh, do you want me to give the RBG girlboss treatment to Sonia Sotomayor, who skipped out on retiring while Biden was in office because she just loves writing terse dissents? What about Hakeem “Next Pelosi” Jeffries? Will he bamboozle the opposition with his fearsome repertoire of debate club hand gestures? Judging by those signs from the other night, I’m thinking no. No as all f—k. 
I don’t expect you geniuses in charge of my party to listen to my plea, but I’ve been shouting into the wind for decades now so I may as well do it one final time. Democrats need to give voters like me a reason to care. Our current president is an asshole, but he sure knows how to get people to care one way or the other. Part of that success has been from brute force political messaging. Part of it is from the voraciousness of capitalism mutating this country into a place where everyone is told they’re equal but no one WANTS to be equal. When Donald Trump runs on a platform that boils down to F—K OTHER PEOPLE, tens of millions of Americans eat it up because they’ve been conditioned to hate other people: their boss, their movie stars, that guy that cut them off on the drive to work, everyone. 
I don’t know how we solve this problem, but actually WANTINGto solve it is a good first step. I see little evidence right now that Democrats — especially you, Gavin — have that desire. I’ll still vote in every election out of obligation, but how many others will just stop doing it entirely now that you’ve failed them so consistently? I have a hard time trusting a bunch of people who couldn’t even think to start up an ASSHOLE chant on the House floor during Trump’s speech last week. I’m wagering that younger generations are even more disaffected. Those people will be lost forever unless you f—kers finally understand what’s happening outside your office window. 
And if you don’t get your s—t together now, I’ll know it’s because you don’t want to. I’ll know that you never cared about democracy. That you never cared about fixing the Constitution that’s currently sitting at the bottom of Sam Alito’s toilet. That you never cared about women or gay and trans folk or the poor or Muslim Americans or even Jewish people. I’ll know that you only care about yourselves, same as the president does. If you careerist scum want to prove me and every other voter wrong, you’d better get started right now. The clock is ticking. 
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katmaibearfan · 3 days ago
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I put together a youtube multiplayer for this years bear cams! I make one every year so I though I'd share with everyone 😊 includes all 8 livestreams so you can keep an eye on everything at once
https://www.youtubemultiplier.com/6853616a01ad1-brooks-falls-brown-bears-2025.php
woah, awesome, thank you!!
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ask-emilz-de-philz · 1 month ago
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HAPPY 13TH ANNIVERSARY PLANET PUTO!
PROMO COMMISSIONS!!!!!!
$12 (international peeps) / PHP 550.00 (for The Philippines-based peeps) QUICK COMMISSIONS!!!!
STATUS: OPEN
LIMITED TIME OFFER / PROMO FROM MAY 20 - JUNE 5, 2025 ONLY.
Commissioned art: LINEART + BASE COLOR
Options: BUST only
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Hello everyone! In celebration of our 13 years together at Planet Puto, we'll be opening 30 slots for our PROMO COMMISSIONS! For both Planet Puto and NON-Planet Puto characters (this includes fanart/fan ocs/ etc)
It would mean super much to us if you could commission us or simply share this post so it may be able to reach out anyone who might be interested:
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!!!!!!!!! NOTE !!!!!!!!!
Things I WILL draw
- Planet Puto characters from any AU (you’d get a bonus if this is your option <XD)
- SFW lang only hahah
Things I WON'T draw:
- Animals & insects (believe me, they still look like the ones I doodle since 2nd grade)
- Environmental Backgrounds (please have mercy)
- Mecha (hnggg)
- Furries
-Too complex poses (sob)
- NSFW (let’s keep our workplace safe, keds, for now //slapped)
*If you’re curious that one of the things/themes/etc you want ain’t on this list, let’s chat, we can work something out ^_^b.
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RULES
- Payment is via GCASH / PAYMAYA / SHOPEEPAY / GRABPAY / BANK TRANSFER / PAYPAL only. (My contact will be the one who’ll receive your payments in behalf of me.)
- Any tips would be highly appreciated if you want, I'd like to thank you in advance if you ever want to give one! ;w;!!! It's up to you ;w;b
- The transaction fees (if there are) upon sending your payment is to be covered by you.
- I shall only start once the payment is fully paid. (Clients who get to pay full first, gets their commission done earlier/first than the others. I’ll start immediately when possible.)
- You may use or repost the art for non-commercial use only. Kindly credit me if you do so.
- Please be patient while your commissions are being made. (NOTE THAT PLEASE NO DEADLINES for this PROMO COMMISSION ;v;. I DO NOT have the same free time as I did before. So I'll be able to only do these once I do🥹)
- I have the right to decline or cancel commission requests.
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Interested? Q7Q !!!! Please PM this page for the Order Form and Payment Form.
Thank you po everyone and have an awesome day! ;w;b
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meowkibaka · 5 months ago
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good day everyone! i have news to share to all of you. for the great news, i will be taking on my internship this sem—and then i will be graduating after! i couldn't have gone this far without all your help, so thank you very much.
on the other side, i will be needing some funds to finish my thesis before i get deployed in my internship. the target expenses is around PHP 26,000 (444~ USD). this includes all expenses for the data gathering, analysis, and other logistics.
with all of these, i'm once again knocking on your doors for donations. any amount is very much accepted. reblogs are appreciated as well. please help me get through this. i want to obtain this degree, get a job right after, and then do my best to be of help to society.
again, thank you very much. :)
https://www.paypal.me/abguinto
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winnielewoo · 2 months ago
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writing comms open!!
reposting anotha time because finals are over and i'm on break for a month or so!!! i'm promoting it again because these are really fun to do and i need the money for da #billz
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i write content that is self-insert/yume/ocxcanon centric! i know what it feels like to be Very Normal and Chalant over a character, and i'd love to help fuel it >_<
these include personalized penpal style letters or emails addressed to you/your oc from your comfort character, and drabbles/short fics of your oc/yourself with your cc. i can also write ships -- within reason, of course!
here's my ao3 for examples of my narrative writing. if you want to see examples of my penpal letters/emails, feel free to dm me!
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what i offer + price list!
penpal style letter (upto 500 words) -- $5 / 150PHP per letter
email (upto 500 words) -- $5 / 150PHP per letter
drabble (1,000 to 1,500 words) -- $10 / 300 PHP per drabble
add on words (extra 300-500 words) -- $2 / 50PHP every extra 300-500 words
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tos + mop!
i mostly write sfw, but i can write suggestive material only if you are 18+.
i am more than able to write as any character from almost any media (within reason) but i have the right to decline if i do not feel comfortable or capable writing for the character or the media as a whole.
i do not write for real people/celebrities, unless -- obviously -- you are referring to a character they have played.
most commissions will take up to 1 week! however, if they are lengthy in terms of your request, or require a lot of research, it might take slightly more. worry not, i will inform you about any delays :D
i take payments only in paypal or gcash (for filipino peeps).
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if you're interested (YAYY), here's basically what to expect!
determine which of my offers you'd like (email, penpal letter, drabble). dm me on which type you'd like!
i will send you a respective google form which will ask you for the specifics of your request!
you will receive a confirmation message from me as soon as possible.
once confirmed, there will be a wait time of upto 1-2 weeks.
IF YOU HAVE REQUESTED A DRABBLE, i will send you a draft in which you are allowed to make small revisions. after the revision period, i will request payment before sending the final version.
IF YOU HAVE REQUESTED AN EMAIL/LETTER, i will request for payment once it is ready. you're allowed to ask to see the draft/can request changes, but i ask for it upfront so as to not ruin the "illusion" that they have written it for you :P
letters/drabbles will be sent as a google drive link in your dms. emails will be sent on your email.
enjoy your commission!
if you have any questions/would like to see more writing samples, please don't hesitate to dm or send me asks!
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see also: some of the fandoms i am in and/or will feel accustomed to writing (not all are included here or are elaborated upon, so feel free to ask!)
mystic messenger, stardew valley, blooming panic, amnesia:memories, bustafellows, ozmafia, picka (dating sims in general tbf), musical theatre (a long long list in of itself), mouthwashing, tlou, fallout, spiritfarer, baldurs gate 3, genshin impact, detroit:become human, invincible, life is strange, to the moon / the sigcorp series, arcane, overwatch, vocaloid, dead poets society, pride & prejudice, little women, everything everywhere all at once, some books (tsoa, the hunger games, the secret history, daisy jones and the six, etc. etc.), anime/manga (my favorites are NANA, jjk, yona of the dawn, chainsaw man, shimanami tasogare, etc.), studio ghibli, satoshi kon films, adventure time, kdramas, heartstopper/solitaire, hades, moominvalley, winnie the pooh... +++
i'm looking forward to writing for you! <3
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mimicschest · 5 months ago
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I currently have my latest blogpost for my website displayed on my front page. If you click on the title, it will take you to the post. I essentially grab the Title, which is a class of h1, and the article, using javascript, and then replace it. However, right now, this is done by manually replacing the href of the javascript. This works; I just create a post, copy the link, and paste it into the script in my home page.
Problem; I am already maintaining my rss feed manually. Why should I do *this* manually? I kind of want to not do either manually.
Solution: Javascript can be used to parse a xml doc. This includes rss feeds. I can simply make a script that, when you load up the webpage, it will request the most recent version of the .xml file associated with my file, then find the one with the most recent pubDate, it will then grab the link from that, and use my existing script to display it on my homepage.
As for updating my rss feed? I may need to create a php script for that. I just need two forms, and a submit button. One will take a link, and the other would be the password. So, I create a new blogpost, upload it, and then copy the link into the form. The password field will be used to create a cryptographic hash, and if it matches the provided one, then it will create a timestamp, and add the item, complete with links, to the html file. I could add in a hidden description to the blogpost, and the script can rip the description from there. Its pretty simple, and I wouldn't trust this authentication process... except that it is extremely limited in scope. All it does is accept a link already part of my blog, and updates an xml document - one I regularly back-up.
I also want to make a script that would get the previous and next posts on the blog, based on the info already in the xml document, rather than manually updating the existing blogposts. It doesn't take long, but it would be one less thing I have to worry about. I just have to match the current link to one in the xml file, get the timestamp, and find the item with the previous and next timestamp, then inject the links into the previous/next buttons. I can use a span element that will be updated to show up once a new document is found by the script.
If I was making one that actually allowed you to write a blogpost - complete with html - then I would want better security - like some form of 2 factor authentication. My authentication script would work. I would also want it limited to posting based on the time (like 1 post per x minutes). I may actually do that later. It would be nice to just go to my site, use my passkey+password authenticator, and then just post to my blog. It would have a form for the title, short description, and the main post. Then, it takes that info, and essentially pastes it into a provided template.
I could also make a similar system for the site-updates and little blurb on the top. Currently, I just edit the html for that. But I could also make an xml document, and just have the posts contained in items like an rss feed, then have the javascript read from there. Use a php script to add new entries to it. They could even be in the same file, just have to use two different elements.
Finally, on the main page, you can click on the title of the blog post to link there. This is done via script, so there is no mouseover indication that you can do this. I want to make the title element change a bit when you mouseover it - perhaps make it a little paler on mouseover?
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mush-dooms · 10 months ago
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I remember a viral video that was (non-seriously) posting the benefits for having various mental illnesses, and the one the guy gave for anorexia was "saving money." now I know he wasn't being serious, but come on man 🙄 sure you might initially save money from like, not buying enough groceries I guess?? but that assumes that you don't ever binge and that later on you don't end up in therapy, in treatment, or in the goddamn hospital.
my last ed day program (php for those who know what that is) had the low, low rate of $1400/day, and I had to pay $50/day out of pocket for housing on top of that. I'm gonna lowball this total because residential costs even more and I was in res for part of my treatment stay, and I'm not including extras like labs, but going with $1450/day for three months (let's say 90 days) is over $130,000. that was also my fifth time in treatment-- with keeping the same $1450 rate for simplicity, we're coming in at just over $650k for all five stays, and don't even get me started on lost wages from missing work for treatment. thank god I have good insurance 😭
oh, and bear in mind that this number does not include any outpatient services (therapy, dietitian appts, psychiatrists, meds, primary care, intensive outpatient programs that are often recommended as aftercare upon discharge, etc) or hospital stays (of which I haven't had so I don't have available data). that being said, even if you go the "cheap" route of, say, a once weekly session with a therapist and a dietitian, that's ~$300 a week for both. yearly that'll run you $15,000, and I have met approximately zero(0) people who are fully recovered after just one year.
but yeah, you save soooo much money by starving yourself :)
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argg4n · 2 years ago
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UPDATED COMM INFO WAHOOOOO
as per usual :0)
will draw:
OCs/dnd characters
gore/horror
multiple characters
established characters/real people
simple backgrounds
can’t/won’t draw:
complex backgrounds (simple backgrounds are negotiable and might have additional fees while shapes/colour blocks are free)
anything too detailed/complicated (up to debate, might cause a price change)
dm me here, on twitter (both @argg4n), on discord (arggan) or email me @ [email protected] for inquiries 💖💖
*prices are in usd
☕ ko-fi 🐦twt
terms of service and more samples under the cut 🤙🤙🤙
TOS
comms are for personal/non-commercial use only
additional characters must be on the same canvas, otherwise they’ll be calculated as two (or more) separate comms
payment thru paypal invoice, ko-fi, or gcash if local [dm for php prices ;0)]
payment is either 50% before starting and 50% upon completion OR 100% up front
comms may take an upwards of two months to complete depending on complexity, existing queue, n other factors
rushed comms will have additional fees
comm process:
send me a dm or email
include what you want, references, details, etc (as specific as possible if you can)
after receiving payment, i’ll begin the sketch (ko-fi sketch comms get the sketch straight up, no revisions)
once approved, i’ll begin rendering, wips will be sent throughout :0)
finished comm will be sent thru email and dms :0D
more samples ⬇⬇⬇⬇⬇⬇
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also still doing character outfit/ref sheets i just forgot 2 include it up there 👍
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the-nox-syndicate · 2 months ago
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SysNotes devlog 3 - Ability to create a new profile
Welcome back to my SysNotes update! SysNotes is a system management app for people with DID, OSDD, and those who are otherwise plural.
(I will keep the intro text the same in all devlogs for context)
This devlog will be shorter than usual because I didn't want to lump it in with the next feature, which I expect will be quite long. In this devlog, I will add a way to create a new profile.
First Devlog (1) | Previous Devlog (2)
Quick Refactor before we jump in
"So I did some refactoring off-camera..." - originally, everything on the page was happening inside one component. I decided to split it up into the main page and the profile section, which is a new separate component. This will keep my code shorter and easier to maintain.
I also added a way to refer to each profile individually by their ID in the URL:
(Colin's profile is ID 4, which is shown in the URL)
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I was also storing profile data as separate variables, which would be inconvenient to individually pass into the new main profile component. So I moved them all into one variable:
(old | new)
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Design of the New Profile form
To be honest, I've been dreading this part since the beginning. I mean, how do I even lay this out? 💀
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It is common for developers to avoid UI design because they are "coders not designers". I, for one, quite enjoy web design. Still, this task feels quite overwhelming to me. So, let's take this little mockup I made and turn it into something usable 💪
Too much stuff?
I think the biggest challenge here is the sheer number of inputs. And as the app grows, the number of inputs in this form will only increase.
The only mandatory input for a new profile is just their name. Therefore, the first step should be separating the Name field from the rest of the inputs.
The new and improved New Profile form is looking much better now:
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...Yes, really! That's the whole form!
You are unlikely to know everything about an alter that has just split, so all those fields are completely unnecessary for an alter to be added to the list. Every other detail can be added later through the edit mode, where each field can be edited separately without needing one giant form.
Another big reason why I decided to forego the big form altogether is that the code for saving a new profile and the code for editing a profile would be almost exactly the same (including validation), and it wouldn't make sense to duplicate this code if I can just use it in one instance.
Saving a new profile
Let's add some validation to the input field to make sure that the user enters the name in a correct format.
As the Name is stored in the database as a string, it has the maximum length of 255 characters. Trying to save a longer name than this will cause errors, so we need to validate the input to make sure it's safe to insert into the database:
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Here's what happens when I input a whole paragraph of Lorem Ipsum text and try to save it:
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On the other hand, a shorter name saves just fine:
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By the way, these flash messages are added in 2 ways: the success is a session message, and the error is an error stored separately by the validator. The flash messages originally have no styling, so I defined those myself using Tailwind's "@apply" for efficiency.
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Once submitted, the name list automatically updates with our new profile:
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(And if I click cancel it just empties the input)
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Okay, let's click on Jenny's profile to see what it looks like! ...Oh
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This is because the code tries to access Jenny's status, but she doesn't have one yet, she only has a name!
(When I pull the data from the database, I'm trying to access a non-existent value)
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(And when I display the values I got from the database, the display may break if the value is NULL)
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(This error applies to all profile fields, not just status, however the app crashes after just the first error it comes across so the remaining errors are not shown)
This can easily fixed by using PHP's "isset()" and/or "empty()" function, which checks if a variable has a value:
(I'm using a ternary operator as a more compact alternative to if-else. it basically goes: "if this condition is true ? then do it : if not, do something else")
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(And here I just check if these values are not blank before rendering them)
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Success, Jenny's profile shows!
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Now, we just have to populate this profile with data about Jenny, and to do that we'll need to be able to edit each field. I will work on this in the next devlog, as I expect this to take quite some time.
Thanks so reading! As always, any suggestions are welcome!
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takami-takami · 19 days ago
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Man every time i think about how chowchow was abandoned it makes me want to cry like.
My brothers were so resentful of him too when he was in the kitchen they would complain about him pooping everywhere and that he had food aggression. But that food aggression went away once I started taking care of him. And I had to tell them, no, he wasn’t bad. He just needed a little love.
But I feel like chowchow was made to be this pariah of sorts, like an inconvenience to my sibling and honestly in the family. I was too focused on my own pets to give chowchow my attention, but once I did look at him that day everything changed because how can you look at a sight like that and not want to help? I don’t fucking understand.
Like yeah, you need to confront your emotions. That day i was fucking inconsolable. So many emotions I had a severe breakdown. It brought up my feelings of trauma as a neglect survivor myself, as im sure my siblings also have triggers of neglect. Chowchow is a very “Confronting” topic in this household. People displace onto him and I can understand why. We all grew up with immense fucking trauma and our relationships are soaked in it, including our relationships with chowchow. But it is OUR responsibility to confront that because he is a fucking BABY.
Ive been doing everything i can to get my family involved with him, but as things settle down and me and him get used to our routine together, i feel like he is kind of out of sight out of mind to them. Now, my family is not nearly as triggered when I pick chowchow up and ask them if they want to let chowchow sniff them. Which is good.
But chowchow genuinely has such high needs and I cant meet them alone AND work 9 to 5. I have been considering doing php/iop before i start working, honestly. My mental health is in the fucking gutter and I think I need it, honestly. But who will take care of him while I’m gone? I feel like I got somewhere with my sibling today and we’re making a plan for them to help but like. I still feel so resentful and upset by this whole situation, and I think I always will be.
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catsofquezonprovince · 1 month ago
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PERMANENT FENCE- FUNDRAISING FOR THE MONTEVIDEO DOGS
On February 21, 2025, we launched a fundraising campaign for the spaying and neutering of the Montevideo Dogs, through which we successfully had Webber and Enver neutered. However, we are currently facing a more urgent situation that must be prioritized, so we will be temporarily halting this effort—especially since Lily’s twin puppies are still too young to be neutered 💛
What we’re about to do feels like a shot in the dark. This wasn’t part of our original plan, and we weren’t planning to bring it up to you yet, as Sir Ken was aiming to have this done by October 2025 after saving up for it. But due to unexpected circumstances, we now need your help.
Last Monday, May 12, 2025, the fence at Sir Ken’s home—where Webber and Bella live and where Lily’s twin puppies, Enver, and our new rescue Wolfie will also be staying—finally collapsed.
That’s why we’re once again reaching out to ask for your help to build a concrete fence around the area where the Montevideo Dogs live, to ensure their safety and prevent them from wandering into the streets. Sir Ken can no longer bear the thought of one of them getting hurt or going missing again.
This fence will be PERMANENT—long-lasting and for life—because the property belongs to Sir Ken’s family, and it will be the permanent home of the Montevideo Dogs.
The estimated cost of materials, including the labor, is around 30,000 PHP, so we hope you can help us raise the amount needed to build this.
PLEASE HELP US TO BUILD A PERMANENT FENCE FOR THE MONTEVIDEO DOGS!
OFFICIAL DONATION DRIVE FOR THIS FUNDRAISING SIR KEN's GCASH ➡️ 0950-935-9345 WEL **KE***H T. CoQP's PAYPAL ➡️ [email protected]
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knightinkosherarmour · 7 months ago
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Post Human Studies: The Unreal State
This week, students, we return to the concept of Post Human Polities - PHP - as opposed to Post Human Species - PHS - as established in our previous lecture on the Progress Cult. As loathe as I am to bring up the maniacs behind the Progress Cult, if you can all forgive my editorializing, today's lecture deals with one of their successor PHPs, the Unreal State. The Unreal State most likely has deep ties to the social thought behind the Progress Cult which was Anarchoacademic Liberism.
For reasons you will come to understand, I hope, most of today's statements regarding the Unreal State must be coached in uncertainties. First however, let us discuss and attempt if not to define than circle a definition for Anarchoacademic Liberism. Anarchoacademic Liberism is an attempt at a revival of old Earthen ideologies of futurism and anarchism as understood by the Provost Major of the Progress Cult. To his understanding, anarchism was simply abolishing any and all social taboos and understandings as well as abolition of most state functions and futurism was putting ultimate faith in any and all new emergent technologies regardless of ethics behind them. As a student of Earthen and Human philosophies and ideologies, I must question where the Provost Major gained his understanding. The Provost Major thusly structured what remained of the Progress Cults state apparatus after various academic institutions supposing they would be best at encouraging the acquisition of information.
After the Applied Military Theories and the dissolution of the Progress Cult's holdings following the Provost Major's death, one of the break away polities was the Unreal State. The Unreal State was like many other successors to the Progress Cult, charismatic leaders putting their own spin on Anarchoacademic Liberism. However, the Unreal State took it one step forward, and began an assault against the very fundamental laws of reality.
This is now where things will have to enter supposition. Everything after this is conjecture. There are three possibilities to what the current Unreal State is.
The first is this, there is a pocket of space in what was once a Progress Cult controlled system once was. The Unreal State as much as it exists exists there, in space that no longer follows the same rules, if any, as the rest of reality if the space follows any rules at all. The Unreal State has managed to create a rupture in reality that in a system whose name can no longer be recorded on any form of media, believe me experts in the field of memetic hazardous storage have tried. Now that we have established that Unreal State now lies entirely within this rupture and potentially other ruptures comes the questions of those people who claim to be from the Unreal State. Those individuals we met claiming to be Citizens of the Land That Isn't and are displaying high levels of universal dissociation are from this Unreality and seek to spread its dissolution of reality with a fever that rivals adherents of the Green Orthodox Bible. Attempts to enter these gaping holes in reality, which now include what once was Mercury of the Sol System, more or less than resounding failures with to this dates no contact being able to be established or return trips emerging.
The second is this there is a pocket of space in what was once a Progress Cult controlled system once was. The second possible explanation is that these ruptures in space time are actually more akin wormholes, portals to a place we do not yet understand where only those who have spent long periods exposed to the Unreal State can survive, or those become citizens there. We have heard reports from surviving Citizens that have return that the state is engaged now and not just the war against the very fabric of reality but against those that maintain it and those beyond the veil. They claim knowledge of Cthulhiods, named after the Old Earthen Occultist’s Erotic Creation’s writing, and other creatures of the firmament such as Angels of Vangel. These citizens that they alone of humanity take the war for liberation to new fronts, they fulfill the work in words promised by humanity for years before. Whoever is part of this work they have emerged to changed, part of the universal disassociation is that in parlance some of you might laugh at they seem to clip through objects that were steady as possible they no longer react in the right ways on a physiochemical level to external interactions. Most worrisome part of this is that this does not seem to be isolated and is capable of spreading it is how Mercury once a famed center of medical research was dissolved and in the place where it once rotated now is a gaping Mall visible through the solar system at all times. It has made Earth's first colony Venus, turn itself into a fortificated world and reinforce the paranoia in isolation of the Martian gardeners. That of the four cradle worlds of mankind, on has been lost already, is a portent of doom.
The third is this there is a pocket of space in what was once a Progress Cult controlled system once was. This one is the most comforting one to me, all individuals claiming to be from the Unreal State are charlatans and delusional. The Unreal State does not in any form exist and it is merely a galactic Boogeyman. That all previous suppositions can be simply explained away through a clever trick of the hand and a heavy heavy dose of ignorance. This however is the least likely.
The one confirmed fragment I have found consistent is this.
"In the Unreal State, the whole of the law is this: There shall be no Law, neither against murder nor that yoke of gravity, and to oppose all other laws shall be your duty."
Even speaking of the Unreal State is fraught with the fact almost nothing is confirmed there are many suppositions many ideas of things that could be known but in the end what is confirmed is a little more than dust in the wind. I hope against hope to whatever deities that there truly are if they are benevolent in this world, that the Unreal State is simply a fiction of already unstable cultists. For the consider anymore of what it's potential truths imply makes me jealous of those with cybernetic implants who may cleanse their mind.
Now students, if any of you here are truly real or here, the lecture is over. Class dismissed. I hope to see you in some form again soon. I need a drink of coffee. Is this still recording?
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4nnnnnnnnnnnnnn4 · 2 months ago
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the frustration might just kill me.
i’m in “recovery” in php and having to eat three full meals and three large snacks for a whole month has already made me gain weight FAST and i hate it beyond belief and the clothes that i loved and fit me perfectly now just highlight every ounce of fat on my body.
i have a minimum of two more months including weeks of iop and after that i have to lose all of the weight all over again before going to college.
i have to fake a recovery to ease the nerves of my loved ones but i just can’t wait to get back to my old @n@ routine and i keep daydreaming about the low cal meals i’ll eat and hours i’ll be fasting.
it’s entirely frustrating to be forced to gain back all the weight i intentionally lost in order to start running only a few miles again.
i’m good at bullshitting and lying constantly but the weight gain is making me crash out and i just have to keep reminding myself once im OUT of the program i can go right back to my old ways.
i hate recovery. i hate hate hate recovery.
there’s benefits like not going to school and some of the therapy is pretty nice but i hate eating every two hours and feeling full and bloated all the time is taking a bigger toll on my mental health than the actual eating disorder.
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artsygirl0315 · 2 years ago
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"Sector PHP"
•Sector PHP has a treehouse located in one of Philippines' tropical islands where it's close to a city and the beach as well, Their treehouse is structured to have a recurring theme of their country but still equipted with advance 2x4 technology.
•This sector's role in the KND is more so being suppliers on materials and informations they find on earth then send back to Moonbase.
•They go on battle type missions only every so often yet have way too many weapons and 'unfinished materials' in their hands considering their situationship. In which, they send their unneeded or unfinished blueprint ideas to Moonbase to be looked on by the Supreme Leader or 2x4-technology Officers and let them have their own ways on what to do with these said weaponry.
•This sector is more likely to roam around the world to visit other sector's countries, Especially Sector V. Sector PHP only has a more mutual connection with Sector V reason being that they used to be in the same Cadet training also being the first ones open to foreign exchange programs. Sector PHP visits only on occasion but a few members are actually living in the same country for their data research collection and they would go back to visit the Philippines once more to compile their findings.
•Members of Sector PHP include:
Tyler Del Ray (Numbuh 412)- Sector Leader
Jeremiah Montgomery (Numbuh 216)- Computer Expert / 2x4-technology Officers
Evan Martinez (Numbuh 221)-Spy / Light of the Team
Phoebe Mitski (Numbuh 510)- Combat Specialists / Spy
Mella Burnham (Numbuh 315)- Food Supplier / Medical Specialist
More information about Sector PHP Operatives later💙
(Also a little funny gaff on the members' last names)
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